Fighting vs Tiredness

This is it.
The limit.
The border line.

I feel like I've pushed myself this far.
And this feeling of giving up is raising up higher day by day.

I lost my passion.
I lost the excitement.

A simple prayer in the morning.
Wish that I could survive and end each and every day safe and sound.

It's not that I'm weak.
It's not like I didn't try.

I've been fighting for quite some time.
I don't think I can't stand this anymore.
Honestly, I'm tired.

But what if I stop?
What if I give up?
I'm scared.

So here I am, I'm stuck.
I gotta keep on fighting.
Even though I am so extremely tired.