Welcome 2010!!

Finally we're leaving 2009.
Lets embrace 2010.

I'm so grateful for everything that has happened in 2009.

Some of the highlights from 2009:

1. I got my bachelor degree
2. Being trusted to take a bigger responsibility in ministry.
3. 22nd Birthday surprise.
4. Got an iPod Touch haha.

And so many things that I can't even mentioned one by one here.
2009 been such an awesome for year for me, thanks for each and every one of you who's being part of my 2009 journey.

Can't wait to see what 2010 has in store for me.
Can't wait to connect the dots.

I'm keeping all the memories neatly inside my brain.

Five of Them

I have five.
I love them all.
I want more.

Lazy Sunday (supposedly)...

Last day of long weekend.
And I spent it with working.
But no regret because i enjoyed it!

Had the third cover shoot for nu:B Magazine January's issue with Melaney Richardo and Ichsan Akbar.










Imel joined the team.

We went to Mal Ambassador afterwards, i bought four new glasses so now I have five of em.

Then went back to Plaza Indo, trying MOF Ice Cream, then watched Alvin and The Chipmunks 2, Nopay and The Tantos joined us.

And then early dinner at Kedai Pelangi.

Christmas BBQ

Besides family, I also spent Christmas day with friends.
BBQ party at The Sugiarto's house.
Kudos to Shinta and Imel the chef that night.



Sandy, Imel, Nopay, Jeffrey



Alay Style



another alay style with Shinta.



my high-quality bachelor buddy, Elbert (LOL)



Merry Christmas, mate!

ps: more pictures here and here

Merry Christmas...

Spending Christmas day with family.
Grateful for this...



with mum...



with Thirza





with Tony.



with granmum.

Siblings Madness...

This is what happened when we were parentless at home.

Current Obsession...

Adidas x Sennheiser









I'm drooling!
FYI, I'm still waiting for any Christmas present, anyone?

Stupid or Sweet?

Sometimes as a good friend, you gotta be supportive, even when your brain thinks it's stupid.

Because sometimes, what we see as stupid, might be sweet if we try to see it from other perspective.

So be careful on your judgment.

Try to see something from many angles.

You can save a relationship with that, by trying to see.
As simple as that.

Taking Care of Bussiness (part 1) - Andy Stanley

God is interested in how you doing your job.
Faithfulness to your job is faithfulness to your Father in heaven.

The significance of your work is not found in the details of your job, but in your willingness to put your heart to do whatever it is that God has called you and place

When you work, put your heart into it, dont just bring your body to the office.

We are so focus on where, friends with better job, the greener grass.

God is more concerned about how you performing now, then how you think you're gonna perform if He was to give you another opportunity, or move you into another industry, to get you that dream job that you've been after.

When do we begin praying, "Oh Lord help me to do my job with all my heart as unto You today, and I'll leave promotion and career changes to You for tomorrow".

Putting your heart into work allows God to bless your work.
God can bless you now, but He can't bless you until you handle that area of life that He has asked you to.

fighting faith?

You can not fight faith, can you?
But you can fight with faith, can you not?

Confused.

Oh well.. this is only the beginning.
Lets see where it ends
How it ends

Everything has a purpose, right?
So why worry.
Why bother?

Come on, keep on walking.
And have faith...

Come on keep on smiling.
And live this life with faith...

Christmas Dinner...

Had Christmas Dinner with Oxygen Leaders team, last Wednesday at Yakoya.
I joined this team last year, and I am proud to serve God with these bunch of crazy and creative people.





I got iPod touch 8 GB from Ka Etha and Sidney.
I've been wanting to have that thing (no pun intended), since a few months ago.
And now it's like a dream to be able to hold that gadget in my very own hands!

Thank you Jesus for the present!

because nothing is eternal...

Yeap, nothing is eternal in this world.
The only constant thing in this world, is change.

Semakin gw bertambah umur (sok tua banget, padahal seperempat abad aja belom haha), gw belajar bahwa hidup ini adalah sebuah sekolah untuk terus belajar mengenai bersyukur.

Belajar untuk bisa menikmati apa pun yang lagi diberikan sama your maker, ke tangan lo saat ini. Belajar untuk enjoy it best now, because it might not be there again for you tomorrow.

Belajar untuk letting go sesuatu. Di setiap periode waktu, kita pasti akan ketemu sama yang namanya momen "letting go". It's hard every time it happens, we think we won't survive, but hey we did. We will always do!

I've learned a lot about letting go something. Works, studies, love-life, and stuff.
But the hardest part so far is about friendship. I have to keep reminding myself that my friend, will not always gonna be there for me forever.

There are times when I have to simply let them go.
Because they have to pursue their passion.
They move to another country.
They fall in love.
Etc.

But again, I'll get better new friends.

Well, the key is to be grateful with the one I'm having right now, and enjoy it while I can.

This post is inspired by my friend Nasta's note in her Facebook, That's What Fuckin' Friend Are For :p

Love you all friends :)

Graduation Day!

Finally after 4 years of collegiate life, all the process in thesis-making, I am now officially an S.Si (Sarjana Komunikasi).

Welcome to the real life!

Fighting vs Tiredness

This is it.
The limit.
The border line.

I feel like I've pushed myself this far.
And this feeling of giving up is raising up higher day by day.

I lost my passion.
I lost the excitement.

A simple prayer in the morning.
Wish that I could survive and end each and every day safe and sound.

It's not that I'm weak.
It's not like I didn't try.

I've been fighting for quite some time.
I don't think I can't stand this anymore.
Honestly, I'm tired.

But what if I stop?
What if I give up?
I'm scared.

So here I am, I'm stuck.
I gotta keep on fighting.
Even though I am so extremely tired.

Russian Roulette

You can see my heart, beating, you can see it through my chest
That I'm terrified, but I'm not leaving
Know that I must pass this test
So just pull the trigger

Vita and Fery Wedding Days